Hard Reality

I woke up and suddenly i came to know that I was 25 years old this day. When I looked back all these years, all I have is a glorious school life and college life. Now I am struck and unable to move ahead. When I further analysed  about myself, I found that the mistake was with me. All these years, I didn't have anything passionate in my life. I didn't stick on to any particular thing. I just did what others did and no one around me instructed or said that it is good or bad, because they let me choose my way.

Time and again, I came to cross roads of my life and become very indecisive and sometimes I laugh at myself for my "lack passion" attitude in my life. I always want to achieve something real big in my life, but I didn't know what to do. It is like taking a white canvas of largest size and having all colors and different sizes of paint brushes without knowing (what) to paint. Many friends were with me so far, and I hope at least some remembers me. Many have forgotten me, though I haven't forgotten them. I guess it is the society and their social commitments apart from their personal priorities, which has pushed me away from their mind. Or also because of my stagnancy and others' progress, due to which I may not be visible in their line of sight.

Sitting in home and trying to attain something in order make people around you happy for 3 years is difficult because I know, and that is what I am doing and unfortunately it is not synchronized with my likes and desire. But life is like that only. People around you expect you to finish certain unfinished business even though you may not like it even a single bit. At times, I also regret why the hell I am still confined inside 4 walls called home. I just feel like going out somewhere unknown and unaware and start a new life out there and I do believe in me and I have the capacity. But by doing so, I will be breaking hearts of many loved ones who were by my side during my troubled times and such an act of mine will turn out be a "real selfish act".

Come what may, I have decided to finish off the task in hand. I know it is difficult. Nothing in this world is very easy. I know, I don't like it. But now I don't have a choice because earlier it was my call and I chose this task. I know, I have to struggle and it would be very bitter. If a nation needs independence from its conquerors, it needs to put up a bitter struggle. To make my life better and not to repeat the mistakes, I have to put the same kind of struggle with myself.

Whatever that has been done, cannot be undone. But, whatever that needs to be done can be done in a better manner.

Chakravarthy
(Dedicated to people of all walks of life)

Road to happiness

After many years of experience in my life, let me tell this to folks who are reading this blog, that whatever you are doing, develop a liking towards it and do. Once if you start liking your job, then there is no work but all time playing only. Most of us don't get what we expect in our lives, starting from a mobile phone to motor cycle. But once when we start loving them, it will be so precious that we won't be able to give them up.

I did not like my school and I did not want to go to school everyday. After my school days are over, when I turn back and see now, I believe that they are the best part in my whole life. This happens to many of us. We keep on blaming about one particular thing and once it is over, we will shamelessly tell that those were the amazing moments in our life.

In your career or employment, if you are in deep trouble or you think that you are a miserable failure, it is up to you to turn the situation in favor of your side. A good example is a loud mouthed boss who never gets satisfied. Given a chance, you may even get a shotgun and shoot his brain off. But, that is not the solution. For certain circumstances, we need to go "off the track" , i.e, find his liking and disliking and empathize why he is shouting. Is it his inherent nature or because of his superior pressure he is using you as an outlet. Once you find answers for all these, you will be able to enjoy your office.

Some people complain that they have miserably failed in their lives even after getting many chances. My dear friends, go through those failures and you will amass rich experience. Learn the trick of turning everything in favor of you. The failures will be with respect to the most desired way in which you wanted to cruise in the journey called life. If that way is not working, look for constructive alternatives which might even bring some of your hidden talents in you.

Therefore, as everything has a way in, it also has a way out. It is just the question of time, as to how are you coming to the world and contributing towards it.

Disclaimer: If rape is inevitable, enjoy it!!! ;)

Secret of our lives

There are many theories with respect to the creation of this universe. Many scientific theories and some religious views of many major religions often have came to limelight and few were accepted by a set of people and others were discarded. Regardless to those theories, God gave to human beings, a beautiful place to live in and it is commonly known as planet earth.

In this world man created many beautiful things out of wisdom and destroyed the beauty of this wonderful place out of his foolishness. There is no unity amongst us. In ancient days, it was proclaimed in many religions that the God himself used to walk along with folks and take care of justice.

Now, people feel that injustice have started to show its face and most let down even don't have the faith in God. So what happened and why is it happening? Where is He?

All the beauties and wonders created by man and havoc caused by him are being done by God through man. In olden days, we find God fighting for righteousness, who was personified with the traits of Just, Valor and Blissful against the demons who are Ruthless, Cunning and Meanie. We can find all these attributes amongst us. The trait which prevail the most shall decide what we are and for what cause we are in this earth.

Many go to various places, read books and convert religions (which I don't blame them) to know their purpose of their birth and to find "who they actually are?" The sum and substance of us are made of God and his beautiful traits and kindness. But at times, we forget that our noble cause and we turn to be demons and fight with each other.

Harmony and peace with mutual co-existence is required for brighter future of our next generations as well as this earth. Always be open minded and patient.